The Perfection


                                         




I am a fat little girl, people comment

I used to be thin I wanted to tell them

They still laugh at me in the same way they used to.

When I was thin, they still used to complain, they still use to tore me apart in the same way

Now today as I gained weight they say that I was prettier then, I am just not pretty ever in the present.

I am a fat little girl, people comment















Am I ever gonna change? Or just remain an ugly girl forever

I never fit into this world, I always swim in the opposite direction

But still I end up being surrounded by them, it's like a circle that never ends.

I am a fat little girl, people comment.



I never got to know what perfection is, I guess it's something that runs away from me.

I never got to know what color I am made up of but, that is something they are ignorant of.

My height was never pleasant for them, they used to ignore my existence with that one

I am a fat little girl, people comment. 










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