Natasha was very different from other girls. She never liked doing make-ups, she never took much time to get ready, she never used cosmetics. In short, she never cared about her outer beauty and may be that was the reason everyone used to make fun of her. Many people commented on her looks, called her ugly. Even Kevin made her feel she is not enough for him. Her parents feel insulted when someone ask 'Is she your daughter'?
She had a hard past and wanted Kevin to create a new world for her. But Kevin was not ready to do so. Kevin feel attracted by other beautiful females around. He started cheating on her from the day one of their relationship. In the initial stage, Natasha refused to accept the reality and believed Kevin was not that mature and forgive him for all he did. But that was just the starting, affairs increased after that. Natasha one day decided to commit suicide. Kevin after getting to know about the failed attempt asked for another chance and to fixed everything.
But for Natasha, the trust was gone. She barely cared now what he does and says now. Maybe the reason was she knew nothing actually changed. He was still the same with more knowledge of hiding things. It was not easy for Natasha to be with someone else. She had dissolved herself completely into Kevin. Then she got the news of pregnancy and things become even more impossible now. Kevin had to say yes for the marriage, she knew this was not what he wanted.
Does our life hold any meaning without morals? This is the question I always wanted to find answer of. When I see around I see people living just for themselves. I heard someone saying once that life is about giving not taking. Is it? Then why everyone is trying to snatch everything possible from others. Why love is done with terms and conditions apply? What is the line that separate ego from self-respect? What is the difference between self-love and being self-centred? Why is the spotlight always on us? How killing someone and eat gives us pleasure? I thought humans are intelligent than anyone else alive, this is what they claim at least. Then why is our life so miserable? Why we have anxiety, anger, enmity and much more in us? Is this how our intelligence work better than others? By creating self-destructive machine inside us? Is our mind something to be controlled? Or to explore and expand to draw new lines? Why we have to take pills to control our mind? The way our mind...
Ordinary Girl Who Used To Sing Like A Bird She was an ordinary girl who used to sing like a bird She had a magical voice that attracts everything alive No matter what keeps going, singing was something that make her feel alive. Life kept changing her pace, singing was something that still remained in that phase She was an ordinary girl who used to sing like a bird. Her eyes were deep like a valley The place where she hides her misery, that used to flow like a river through her eyes Those tides used to give her the music, so she could keep her singing alive She was an ordinary girl who used to sing like a bird. One day she couldn't find her lyrics, they were lost somewhere like hope for her She kept going to find them, that day no one could find her Some can still hear her sing, with no appearance of her to be seen She was an ordinary girl who used to sing like a bird.
When you stop talking with others, you start talking with yourself. The outer world you thought was endless suddenly seems so limited, the inner you become the endless possibility. The things you always tried to find outside was inside you all this time. Just pick what you want and it start working towards it. Just be wise when you pick. One may reach the middle of the Earth, but not the middle of soul, it's that deep, no matter how deep you reach you will always end up realizing it's far deeper than you thought it to be. It's like god you don't from where it begins and where it ends, it's ENDLESS. The more you dig inside the more you will realize that. I don't know when I stopped looking around to appreciate the beauty of nature around me, as far as I remember I grew up looking at stars, talking to moon, feeling the touch of wind, believing something very far away is looking back at me as well, smiling back at me. I think human can have much more peaceful, ca...
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