Natasha was very different from other girls. She never liked doing make-ups, she never took much time to get ready, she never used cosmetics. In short, she never cared about her outer beauty and may be that was the reason everyone used to make fun of her. Many people commented on her looks, called her ugly. Even Kevin made her feel she is not enough for him. Her parents feel insulted when someone ask 'Is she your daughter'?
She had a hard past and wanted Kevin to create a new world for her. But Kevin was not ready to do so. Kevin feel attracted by other beautiful females around. He started cheating on her from the day one of their relationship. In the initial stage, Natasha refused to accept the reality and believed Kevin was not that mature and forgive him for all he did. But that was just the starting, affairs increased after that. Natasha one day decided to commit suicide. Kevin after getting to know about the failed attempt asked for another chance and to fixed everything.
But for Natasha, the trust was gone. She barely cared now what he does and says now. Maybe the reason was she knew nothing actually changed. He was still the same with more knowledge of hiding things. It was not easy for Natasha to be with someone else. She had dissolved herself completely into Kevin. Then she got the news of pregnancy and things become even more impossible now. Kevin had to say yes for the marriage, she knew this was not what he wanted.
Ordinary Girl Who Used To Sing Like A Bird She was an ordinary girl who used to sing like a bird She had a magical voice that attracts everything alive No matter what keeps going, singing was something that make her feel alive. Life kept changing her pace, singing was something that still remained in that phase She was an ordinary girl who used to sing like a bird. Her eyes were deep like a valley The place where she hides her misery, that used to flow like a river through her eyes Those tides used to give her the music, so she could keep her singing alive She was an ordinary girl who used to sing like a bird. One day she couldn't find her lyrics, they were lost somewhere like hope for her She kept going to find them, that day no one could find her Some can still hear her sing, with no appearance of her to be seen She was an ordinary girl who used to sing like a bird.
For the first time ever of this long journey together I feel this way. The first time ever it seems easy to let you go; for the first time ever I can feel your absence even in your presence. I feel strangely inside me, something moving inside me as the time to say good bye approaches. I am not angry, unhappy, crying or emotional for any reason, in fact, this time I don't feel anything at all, it's numbness that surrounds me now, holding me tight creating a bubble around me to not let anything in, and this for the very first time excludes YOU. Two strangers laid their eyes on each other one day, not knowing that this could last forever One side saw the body, the other went deep inside the soul You always had the hint of devastation in you but, with the mixture of endless love I choose to see the love. You are prettiest in all the stars, I can find you in all the stars I saw the innocence in your lies, they melted my heart even when I knew they were lies, only YOU had t...
Our love was like a cigarette The more we wanted to have each other The more we led ourselves to the end of us . With every drag we feel loved And after every drag we feel lost We wanted to have it all, only to realize it's no more. How we exhausted something we ''loved the most'' That's the mystery everyone wants to solve. At the initial stage, we feel we found the love That love becomes the addiction Only to realize it's only harming us Although the cigarette always remained the same It's us who kept changing with the phase. I knew we were about to fall apart . This is the last time she is this near to me, touching me with love Let's die together , I throw my ash on her body I failed to grab her attention, she threw the packet away Our love was thrown away, and I decided to keep quiet this time I knew it is the final goodbye. I am the last drag of her cigarette that she will remem...
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